CMW this year kicked off with a bang! the bang of Mykey Thomas on drums that is, the roaring sound of Nik B and Steve V’s guitars laced with the dirty bass groves of Micky Mo at the Crawford on College in Toronto. The boys together with me, the girl, play in this beast of a band called Killing Hollywood. I had the opp of slaying with them not one but two shows Wednesday night (Crawford followed by the Ballroom for Indie night in Canada) sadly having to cancel a gig at the Underground Garage Friday and proposal to play the Mod Club again Saturday, before I jetted off to NYC to finish some recordings.. RocknRoll.

The night was hella fun! Sharing the stage with our wonderful friends Stolenowners & Beatface @ Crawford, changing in cars and running over dead corpses to get to get to the next gig on time (we made it!)… It felt right to be a part of all the CMW craziness and AWESOME to see our fans, friends and fam at both shows.

Theres nothing akin to the feeling of being on stage. I think the guys will agree with me.. its like your dead in real life and you only come alive in the spotlight.. Whether you’re playing for 10 people or 1000, its always this unprecedented indescribable rush and its exactly that which keeps us (and hopefully YOU) coming back ;).

Im really lucky to get to do what I love with people I adore and its really nice to see us getting back the love from our home city.

Thank you for embracing us TO and see you at the next show xo♥

Anna Cyzon

i cant help it
its beyond me
when i look at you
i just melt away

maybe baby
ive been thinking lately
this cant be healthy
save me from myself

i wanna learn how to stand
i don’t wanna fall back down again

we get up and then we fall
Stupid fucking Love
guess thats the way, the way it goes
Stupid fucking Love
When will we learn, we’ll never know
Stupid Fucking Love
I don’t wanna fall no im not gonna fall in love

the truth simple
i should let you go
but im so selfish
i want to keep you for my own

when i should let you go
so you can find a good girl
forget about this love
i need to find myself

I want to learn how to stand
I don’t wanna fall back down again

we get up and then we fall
Stupid fucking Love
guess thats the way, the way it goes
Stupid fucking Love
When will we learn, we’ll never know
Stupid Fucking Love
I don’t wanna fall no im not gonna fall in love

when the day turns to night
i need that light in your eyes
and when winter welcomes the spring
will you survive you and i survive this thing
called Love

Was a fool in love
With a blanket over my face
Was too blind to see
I longed for someones embrace

You were casual
Elegantly wrapped in lace
So I slipped in your arms and I fell
How I fell from from grace

And how can emptiness feel so heavy
Have you any idea what you meant to me

Goodbye I wont cry
No not I
I will find my way I am not alone
My dreams will carry me back home
Goodbye my love

fill up your cup
with names in the game
call it desperation
i smell your pain.

you preach of “peace”
but go make war
you cannot be content
with another’s galore.

your inside is empty
and darker than soil
so you cloak it with “colors”
covet, wish it were XO.

the game will only accept you
and advance you so far
when your attitude sucks
like a broken down car

when your skills mediocre
and you don’t have much to ride on
better check yourself
next time you open your mouth.

cuz your engines on rev
but the fuels running low
and your times ticking
OX.

the “woman” your ego never let you get to know.

Taking the subway today made me realize on things for sure: rich, poor, tall,short, black, white
fat, skinny, happy, sad ..

We’re all headed towards the same place and that’s the ground.
Be happy with what you have.
Love your life.
It’s a beautiful day.. You probably dont need the things you dont have and want.

<3OXO

Everyones tryin to sell you something
God has a face-
It’s starring right at you.

Get what you give, reap what you sow.
No Heaven above
No hell below

Get what you give, reap what you sow
Heaven on earth
No hell below

Everyone wants to get paid
No one wants to stand behind anything great
Money is our church

<3OXO

Originally this piece was made to be apart of the Words of Wisdom segment but with an idea brought forth by Anna, I’ve decided to test out a different road. Here are the Thoughts of Cyzon.

Life is so short.
Do what you love. Be around the people you love, who genuinely care about you.

And you can usually tell too… my bullishit radar has seldom steered me wrong.

You know those who are in it solely for themselves and those that really care about your well being.

It’s a funny thing right? Our existence in this world…

I guess at the end of the day you really only have yourself to rely on but then again you are nothing without your work and the relationships you hold dear to your heart.

So what are they built on??

Trust.

Passion.

Loyalty..

before royalty right?

Guess you can say life is like a process of elimination. Sticking with the the things that work. Having ambition but putting your ego aside.

This is the cyzon thought of the day…

Imagination moves mountains.. ox